Wednesday, October 27, 2004

I need a break

Hi... These few days i have been feeling quite ill. My head feels like it swelling (I know its veri big liao), my body aches like mad (i assume thats due to lack of exercises) n my left eye is jumping (I think i look at too many gals at my work place liao). k, i believe that doing retail line is taking a toll at my physical n social health. Ever since i work for Casio as a promoter for their digital camera, i have not been able to meet my friends more regularly. Granted i am a loner n do not have much friends but i do have a bunch of close pals. I do not have weekends off n also i work 6 days week. Damn! N the low pay really wraps things up for me. I swear to god that i will go back to study sia. I do not foresee myself working this job for long as i have high ambitions. Now, i juz need to get my fat lazy ass down to work on those dreams...

Sometimes i dun understand why i write this blog in the first place. Onli 2 or 3 of my friends read it n i also dun updated it often. Shit balls. I want to thanks Mei fang for reading my blog n saying thats it interesting. (Though i know thats it good but when someone praises ur work, of course u feel happy... Wahaha) U know they always say that laughter is the best medicine right? Well, if u meet some of primary school friends u will think twice again. Cos u will die of laughter. I dun know if i said it before but to be able to find all my friends is the happiest thing that happen to me last yr. I love them so much that i was willing to transfer from my new school juz to return back to Bedok primary school. I have vivid memories of my primary school friends even after so many yrs but yet i dun remember much abt my days at Victoria School N SRJC. I guess you can say that i am living in the past but i got past that phrase liao.

Nowadays i feel damn tired, juggling 2 jobs is no piece of cake. Damn, sometimes i wish i was in national services forever. Free food, lodging n also got money... I guess i am a free loader, wahahah. Yesterday after i finish work at Madam Wong n was going home on the private transport, a cat appeared in front of the bus, it saw us n then it dash across the road. As we watched in horror, it got hit by a car. As i see it lifeless body on the floor, i was filled with sadness but i also learn something: Cats are quite dumb compared to dogs. But when i reach my home, i saw a cat that looked veri similar to the dead cat jumping out of the bush. Deja vu sia, felt creepie... Well till the next blog.....

Saturday, October 16, 2004

BLAH Blah blah

Frankly, i dun really know how to start my blog today.... Granted no one really read my blog but i feel happy there is somewhere in cyper-space for me to air my crazy tots n that someone famous will read it and take notice. DONALD TRUMP! U better be reading this! Aniwae, i am concern abt society as a whole. I may not be some youth leaders or even a super good citizen of Singapore but at least i fall into the group of Singaporeans who N.A.T.O ( No Actions Talk Onli ). Many things are happening in this world today n it seems like nothing good is coming out of all these events. Semtember 11th, Sars n chicken flu juz to name a few examples. Are we going to die? I think it will take place sooner than expected. Have u done ur good deeds? Becos u never know when u got to go... And i am damn sure i wouldn't want to go to hell... Wahahaha "God, give me strength!" Quoted by Arnie from the movie " End of Days " I suppose humans onli beg god when they need help, or else we would juz get along with our life. When something take place, u see people start going to church. Wat u think? God make magic n everything juz disappear?! I hope we will reflect on this n pray regularly. Faith is important, its a belief that can help us when in need. I may not pray to any god but i believe there is a higher being up there that listens to our problems n gives us answers to our problems. But if u also dun believe in that, then i also cannot help u. thats all till the next blog that i also dun know when will come out. God bless